Dropping glass

Without meaning to, you drop the glass heart I gave you, and as you escape to dreamland, I find myself engulfed in flames. I search for your name, but find only numbers. The light which gives hope gives way to more pain. i try to regain control, but nothing works. Reluctantly, i turn to the pills, but they are nothing more than a quick fix, numbing the pain. It hurts to stay, it would hurt even more to leave. You promise a light at the ed of the tunnel, I hope it's not a train.