If This Ends Us..

I know I shouldn't have,
but yet, I thought it was right.
I needed to confess,
something that happened awhile ago.

It was just like a bathing suit,
nothing else exposed.
Afterwards,
I thought I would die of regret.

I wanted to tell you,
right after it happened.
But, like the incident,
I was pressured to stay quiet.

My heart is breaking,
and I think you hate me.
But I want you to always remember,
I'll love you more than anyone in the world.

If this breaks us,
I'm sorry.
I'll regret this,
until the day I die.

I should have said no,
but, I didn't.
Although after what happened,
I decided I should just die.

Just please, keep this in mind,
I regret it all.
Not begging, but I'm pleading,
give me another chance.

If this ends it all,
I'll miss your touch.
Because you, and only you,
have shown me how to really love someone.