"Watching And Waiting:By J.J.B"

I'm sitting in my room
Bleeding from my lips,
My wrists
And my chest.
I watch it flow
With an unworldly fascination
And I think of the end
To my pain,
The pain brought on by living,
Living with people
That are meant to understand but don't
Living in a world
Where people just don't see
People don't see what I see
Living in a world
Where no one feels
No one feels the pain I feel
And the suffering I endure
Day in and day out
And so I sit
And as I sit here
Watching and waiting
I come to an inevitable conclusion
That the only way to be free
To be free from all my pain and suffering
Is to dies just like I am right now.