Pain Provider

Your a fool to believe,
I wasn't in pain.
I am shocked you couldn't see.
I was lying to you,
to get away from the broken shame.
I can't believe it's possible to love,
such a broken peice.
Such a broken down,
and thrown to the ground,
peice of a girl.
Me.
I don't see how it's possible.
I don't see how you didn't see,
I was in pain every time I saw them together.
I loved him,
You loved me.
I'm just as torn as ever.
I'm breaking at the thread
of something that never was.
So as I say I don't love him,
And you tell me you love me,
Just know that the pain I hide.
Is because of your friend,
The boy I love.
He's a pain provider.
As I am too.

PainProvider