Imagination Relation

Lie to yourself
If it helps you get to sleep
If it helps you laugh
When tears start to streak

Mind filled with worry
Heart so heavy
These mixed feelings are making it hard
To keep your emotions steady

Why does he like her?
Why isn't he with me?
You want him for yourself
But, is it meant to be?

You watch them hold hands
Hug, smile and laugh
All you feel is jealousy
You pray they don't last

Will I ever find him?
Someone that truly cares
Someone that will comfort me
When I just can't bare

Oh, I dream of him
That perfect one
The one that brightens up my world
When bad feelings hide the sun