Breaking Me

Your breaking me
With every word you speak
I can't seem to hold out much longer
You're making me too damn weak.

You can say you're sorry
A million times
I get the point
But it doesn't mean it's alright.

You can tell me you still love me
But it doesn't matter that I still love you back
Because no matter how at ease we used to be
I know I'd never relax

I'd always think of you leaving me
And how much it messed me up
And even though it kills me
I just don't think we can make up.

I miss you so much
And I'll never let you go
But if there's anything to say to you
I just want you to know

That I loved you once and love you still
But you broke me so much, I'm still sore
And you could have been saying sorry from the beginning
The last apologies mean nothing more.