Euphoria
Euphoria: (n) a feeling of happiness, confidence, or well-being sometimes exaggerated in pathological states as mania.
Euphoria, please, take me away!
Make me fade, for I'm sick of guilt and fear
There's nothing for me here
And stuck between love and loyalty
I suddenly can feel nothing
but a cold chill, such a small thing
But when it's all you have, so comforting
but so distant from euphoria
.
Evanescent, luminescent
is he, my light in the dark
Someone so deeply engraved on my heart
Pulsating, invigorating
is she who tears this down
this so sweet love I've finally found
There will go the only boy who gave a damn about me.
But she won't see, doesn't want us to be
Alluring, adoring
Are his soft eyes when we meet
A small kiss on my cheek, beautifully discreet,
leaves me feeling so shaken and weak
Melted in his devoted arms.
Summery, loving
Are her arms, are her hugs
And a strong personality that I've learned to love
But rejected are my attempts to compromise
So bitter towards him, the hurt in his eyes
But so full of lies, my baby cries, she does so despise
Oh, precious euphoria, save me!
I feel like I'm drowning
Under a world of hate
Her words so instigate
Intricate, confusing
So both they are
he says that I'm his shining star
she says that I'm her gift from God
But if God's real, why isn't He helping me?
Cloying, angelic
are his faithful words
Most beautiful song that I've ever heart
that puts me into euphoria.
Joyful, diverting
is her teasing smiles and quirks
Making my laugh until my sides hurt
it puts me into euphoria.
Both my worlds, so alike, so diverse.
If only an agreement could come to pass
A harmony, a sound, an everlast
A perfect spell for us to cast...
the good times came, but left too fast.
They both, my worlds, ruined my euphoria.
Pinned tightly in the middle, they force me to choose
in this two-sided battle, and either way, I'll lose.
Peaceful, assuring
Are the things he so whispers
To keep me together when I'm so full of hurt
Protective, astounding
are her actions, her thoughts
Anyone who lies, she wishes to rot
"Upon himself this separation, desperation he brought."
Maybe so, but he's learned this lesson she's taught.
It's just that she's so biased to change
She believes he can't but she is so wrong
Broken love song.
Broken, shattered,
is his soul at her screams
are his beautiful dreams
is his euphoria.
Enraged, angry
is her mind at his lies
are her words when she thinks of his manipulating demise
is her euphoria.
Defeated, diluted
is my heart with this query
are my thoughts when I think, for I'm left so weary
is my euphoria.
Euphoria, strike me, be my Heaven
I can't fight my way out of this situation
Battle's too long, I can't face the war
Can't repair the holes the battle has already tore
Won't handle anymore, but know what's in store
I can't find an escape, but what's there to stay for?
Love? or loyalty? Somehow I've managed
to slip myself down to this disadvantage
For I've hurt both, even with my peace efforts included
Ignore the pain? Learn to dance in the rain?
How will things ever be the same?
Amazing, divine
is he when we're together
our promises to be with each other forever.
Gentle, soothing
is she when I'm hurting
Her power, control, her dignity asserting.
The space in my mind, so recently vacant,
is now fully occupied, my bliss blatantly taken
If you think that's a good thing, you're sadly mistaken.
Euphoria, welcome me back to you.
What'll happen next, God only knows
But upon his misery she does bestow
Our distance, she forces it to grow
Why must she be hateful so?
I love him, my baby
I love her, my family..
Quiescent, lethargic
when I'm held close to him
But his personality can change just on a whim...
He can't understand her anger
Whereas I can, but she's in danger
of turning into that person she never wanted to be.
In calling upon my peace
his eyes, his smile, his laughter,
her calming hand, teasing chatter,
this is my euphoria.
Euphoria, please, take me away!
Make me fade, for I'm sick of guilt and fear
There's nothing for me here
And stuck between love and loyalty
I suddenly can feel nothing
but a cold chill, such a small thing
But when it's all you have, so comforting
but so distant from euphoria
.
Evanescent, luminescent
is he, my light in the dark
Someone so deeply engraved on my heart
Pulsating, invigorating
is she who tears this down
this so sweet love I've finally found
There will go the only boy who gave a damn about me.
But she won't see, doesn't want us to be
Alluring, adoring
Are his soft eyes when we meet
A small kiss on my cheek, beautifully discreet,
leaves me feeling so shaken and weak
Melted in his devoted arms.
Summery, loving
Are her arms, are her hugs
And a strong personality that I've learned to love
But rejected are my attempts to compromise
So bitter towards him, the hurt in his eyes
But so full of lies, my baby cries, she does so despise
Oh, precious euphoria, save me!
I feel like I'm drowning
Under a world of hate
Her words so instigate
Intricate, confusing
So both they are
he says that I'm his shining star
she says that I'm her gift from God
But if God's real, why isn't He helping me?
Cloying, angelic
are his faithful words
Most beautiful song that I've ever heart
that puts me into euphoria.
Joyful, diverting
is her teasing smiles and quirks
Making my laugh until my sides hurt
it puts me into euphoria.
Both my worlds, so alike, so diverse.
If only an agreement could come to pass
A harmony, a sound, an everlast
A perfect spell for us to cast...
the good times came, but left too fast.
They both, my worlds, ruined my euphoria.
Pinned tightly in the middle, they force me to choose
in this two-sided battle, and either way, I'll lose.
Peaceful, assuring
Are the things he so whispers
To keep me together when I'm so full of hurt
Protective, astounding
are her actions, her thoughts
Anyone who lies, she wishes to rot
"Upon himself this separation, desperation he brought."
Maybe so, but he's learned this lesson she's taught.
It's just that she's so biased to change
She believes he can't but she is so wrong
Broken love song.
Broken, shattered,
is his soul at her screams
are his beautiful dreams
is his euphoria.
Enraged, angry
is her mind at his lies
are her words when she thinks of his manipulating demise
is her euphoria.
Defeated, diluted
is my heart with this query
are my thoughts when I think, for I'm left so weary
is my euphoria.
Euphoria, strike me, be my Heaven
I can't fight my way out of this situation
Battle's too long, I can't face the war
Can't repair the holes the battle has already tore
Won't handle anymore, but know what's in store
I can't find an escape, but what's there to stay for?
Love? or loyalty? Somehow I've managed
to slip myself down to this disadvantage
For I've hurt both, even with my peace efforts included
Ignore the pain? Learn to dance in the rain?
How will things ever be the same?
Amazing, divine
is he when we're together
our promises to be with each other forever.
Gentle, soothing
is she when I'm hurting
Her power, control, her dignity asserting.
The space in my mind, so recently vacant,
is now fully occupied, my bliss blatantly taken
If you think that's a good thing, you're sadly mistaken.
Euphoria, welcome me back to you.
What'll happen next, God only knows
But upon his misery she does bestow
Our distance, she forces it to grow
Why must she be hateful so?
I love him, my baby
I love her, my family..
Quiescent, lethargic
when I'm held close to him
But his personality can change just on a whim...
He can't understand her anger
Whereas I can, but she's in danger
of turning into that person she never wanted to be.
In calling upon my peace
his eyes, his smile, his laughter,
her calming hand, teasing chatter,
this is my euphoria.