i hatelife and it hates me

why is my life like this?
god why is this happening to me?
my life just gets worse
this cant be happening to me

I hate you
a little but hate everybody
i hate my life and living it.
my life is nothing
i am dead and numb
nothing goes right

my dad is a drunk
my mom is never her for me
i dont know what else to do,except for to grab that knife
i just want to die
this hurt and numbnessjust wont go away
i hate my life and it hates me and its geting worse
so i guess i wiil just have to live this horrible life