I Love her, Mom.

Hey, Mom,
Look At me.
I'm sorry about what you saw.
You always wanted me to be perfect,
But you caught me kissing her.
I'm sorry, Mom.
You never would understand,
So I hi it away, inside.
I tried to tell you,
So many times.
I wanted to tell you,
But you never would have undertstood.

You didn't knock,
Just walked right in.
And caught me,
Making out with my Best friend.
I'm sorry, Mom,
That I'm not your perfect little girl.
You never would try to see it my way,
So I just kept it inside.
I learned the hard way
To shut my mouth and smile.
I'm so frustrated!
I just don't care anymore,
Cause, Mom, I love her.

I know,
I should love a boy,
Like normal girls,
But, Mom, I'm just tired of them.
They're always so right,
So much better than you.
So overprotective and jealous.
Mom, I was never meant for one of them.
I'm sorry you had to see it,
But, Mom,
I love her.

I don't want to think about tomorrow,
Or my sorrow,
Mom, I love her,
Can't you just pretend to understand
And let it go?
I'm sorry you saw me kiss her,
I'm not evil, Mother,
I swear it.
But, Mom,
I'm never going to marry a boy.

Guys were never my style.
They were always wrong,
They are great friends,
But I'll never see myself with one,
Forever.
Mom, I love her,
Please forgive me, Mom.
I was never your perfect little girl.

Mom, I hope you're happy.
She left me,
Said she couldn't come between family.
Mom, you came between us,
Forced her away.
Mom, I love her.
I'm not your little girl,
I'm not perfect!
I love her!
You made her leave me!
How could you?
She made me happy.

I'm sorry you saw me kiss her.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
But I won't be sorry for the tears that will fall.
I'm leaving, Mom.
I'm not coming back.
I won't live in a box,
I'm going to fly away.
Mom, don't put me in a box,
Set me free.

Those were the words she wrote,
With ink as red as blood,
Before she put the gun to her head,
And pulled the trigger.
Her last words were,
"I Love her, Mom"