Imaginary Lover

Everytime I try
The plans fall through
Everytime I cry
You aren't there when I need you

You appear in my dreams
Disappear in reality
As I wait around the corner for you

You're like the imaginary friend I never saw
Like a camoflauged creature
All those times I thought you were there
How can I really be sure?

When we talk
It seems evident you care
But when it comes to why
You never share

You appear in my dreams
Disappear in reality
As I wait around the corner for you

You're like the notes on a now broken string
An imaginary feature
All those times I felt you were here
How can I be so sure?

All this love extended towards you
All my thoughts outstretched
I see you by my side again
Then you're gone, how farfetched

I'm waiting for that day
When you finally come around
So I can tell you how I missed you
And how I almost drowned

You're like the centaurs in the forests
Here you are, then not so sure
All those times I felt you near
Were you there, or did you take a detour?

You're like the missing half of my heart
The part which was stolen and crushed
All those times it was "whole" again
Was it real, or just airbrushed?

(Author's Not: I know it isn't very good...Just how I felt...)