the haunting memory
The thought of you keeps me wide awake
Drip, drip, drip like a fat line of cocaine
The devastation left in the wake
The wake of your absence feels like shame
Cuz I know that I'm the one to blame
What I would give to hold you in my arms
The things I would do to get another start
If I could change the past I would
I'd change every thing I could
To keep you with me now
Seems like a distant dream
I want you back so bad the only question is how
The memory of you hunts me still
The thought of you with him makes me ill
If I thought it would help I'd kill
Kill for you, for us
I'm stuck in this fucking rut
The desire to cut seems so appealing
It just may dull this pain that I'm feeling
But I know it won't help
There's nothing I can do
But lie in bed thinking of you
Drip, drip, drip like a fat line of cocaine
The devastation left in the wake
The wake of your absence feels like shame
Cuz I know that I'm the one to blame
What I would give to hold you in my arms
The things I would do to get another start
If I could change the past I would
I'd change every thing I could
To keep you with me now
Seems like a distant dream
I want you back so bad the only question is how
The memory of you hunts me still
The thought of you with him makes me ill
If I thought it would help I'd kill
Kill for you, for us
I'm stuck in this fucking rut
The desire to cut seems so appealing
It just may dull this pain that I'm feeling
But I know it won't help
There's nothing I can do
But lie in bed thinking of you