the haunting memory

The thought of you keeps me wide awake

Drip, drip, drip like a fat line of cocaine

The devastation left in the wake

The wake of your absence feels like shame

Cuz I know that I'm the one to blame

What I would give to hold you in my arms

The things I would do to get another start

If I could change the past I would

I'd change every thing I could

To keep you with me now

Seems like a distant dream

I want you back so bad the only question is how

The memory of you hunts me still

The thought of you with him makes me ill

If I thought it would help I'd kill

Kill for you, for us

I'm stuck in this fucking rut

The desire to cut seems so appealing

It just may dull this pain that I'm feeling

But I know it won't help

There's nothing I can do

But lie in bed thinking of you