Eat Your Heart Out.

He loves me,
He loves me not,
He loves me,
He lets me rot,
Does he love me?
My heart is still.
While I wonder,
I take a pill,
Mommy says to put it down,
Yet down my throat,
I let it drown.
Although now,
My head is numb,
thoughts keep coming,
They seem so dumb,
He loves me,
He loves me not,
I think i'll go,
Smoke some pot.
My lungs will turn,
Black as coal.
Now I pour milk,
In my cereal bowl,
Does he love me?
I want to pout,
Instead I say
Eat your heart out,
I see little heart
marshmellows in my bowl,
I picture them as mine,
And I eat my soul.