My sorrow

One fleeting moment of joy for the presence of an old friend

But I know the second she leaves the light emitted will dim

And then leave me once again in the lonely darkness

That surrounds me for the absence of love I need

What I give is not returned, not returned, not returned

I feed my love to one that belongs to another

Though she was once mine I pushed her away

Pushed her away by seeking happiness a gram at a time

And now I know that no mater what I do or say I'll be fucked over anyway