I Still Love You

So I guess I just don't get it.
Where did I go wrong?
Or was it even me at all?
Were you pretending all along?

Did you ever really love me?
Or was I stuck in a world?
Forced to believe you truly cared.
So I trusted every word.

When you wrapped me in yours arms,
Were you picturing that girl?
When you closed your eyes and kissed me,
I guess you were in your own little world.

But why couldn't you just tell me?
Why'd you have to break me?
Cause I opened up and gave you my heart.
And willingly, you tore it apart.

Everyone could see it,
It was noticeable to the world.
After you broke my heart.
I was just a torn up little girl.

My mother was scared.
Thought she'd never get me back to normal.
So I knew for the sake of her, I'd have to change,
Act more mortal.

I've dated other guys since you.
Have they told me they loved me?
Sure a few.
But it didn't it didn't mean a thing...

For I still love you...