Eager to please

Isnt it strange how deluded one mind can be?
How everything can change in the blink of an instant of eternity?
How it is that I wish for true pain to banish me of this mediocre aching.
A burdened life and heavy heart
This deluded mind belives that the happiness of others can infect him.
Make him like them.
And it does.
For a while.
Before the catastrophic return of his former nature.
The people, they pass, unaware of the predicament
These people whose lives i tried to make better, to make you better

These people i'm so eager to please