Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I cant help but wonder. I wonder if everything will be alright in the end. Or if it will all crash and burn to the fucking ground.
Sometimes I cant help but wonder. I wonder if they are really my friends. If they'll stand by my side and fight to the end. Through the good and the bad.
Sometimes I cant help but wonder. If I can love and be Loved back. If it doesnt always have to be one-ended.
Sometimes I cant help but wonder. I wonder if all this over analyzing and daydreaming is making me the way I am. A person who is breaking apart.
Sometimes I cant help but wonder. I wonder if my mind, heart, and soul will ever shut the fuck up.