You know that i care for you

you know that i care for you,
but im not the only one,
i feel just as alone as you,
you start to cry,
i try to confert you but its not helping,
you still want to leave,
leave me and leave this life behind,
i cry knowing the next funarel i go to mite be yours,
i try to stay strong for you,
and tell you every things going to be okay,
but i only know as much as you,
you try to hide the cuts on your wrist from me,
i dont question you,
scared that if i do you will leave even sooner,
your the only one that matters to me,
dont leave me here alone,
your face grows paler each day,
the light in your eyes are fading,
your leaving me,
your to selfish to see that evey one cares,
you dont lision you stoped eatting last week,
you so weak you can hardly walk now,
still i stand by you just as always,
pretending nothings happening,
wishing that you would stop this maddness,
and just stay with me,
i wish you would let me get you the help you need,
you told me to come over after school to talk about sometihing importent,
after school i went to your house to find the door still locked,
i ring the door bell you dont come to the door,
the dogs dont even barck,
i get out the hide-a key and unlock the door,
i run up the stairs and open your door,
your just laying there your eyes stare up at the ceailing,
you dont move,
i walk to where you lay opon your bed,
your wrists are bleeding,
the blood soaks your sheets,
a blood stain letter lays in your stone cold hand,
it has my name apon it,
i open it,
you say how much you love me,
and that your sorry for leaving me,
you dont love me,
your not sorry,
if you were you wouldnt have left me,
and you wouldnt have made me watch as you killed yourself.

Thanks for reading my poem like thing, if you no any one that is having thoughts of suiside or is harming them selfs or being harmed be some one else plz get them help or they mite end up like the end of the poem! Or hey who knows the next faunrel you go to mite be theres!