Your Memory

I've never cried so hard
I never thought this would happen
I think you have the right to know
That I'm not the same person anymore
I can't find my way out of this mess
I'm trapped inside a wall of fear
And regret
My worst enemies.
I just wish you could know
That I don't hate you at all
Hate is not even close
To how I feel about you
But it's not the same anymore
I've tried to run away,
And block you out,
But it hurts way too much.
I need to move on
I almost have,
But your memory will never die
It will only carry on.