I'm Scared of What I've Done

I'm scared, scared of what I've done
I feared, I feared that I would run
I cared about the world that has now spun
Out of control
Out of my grasp
The enemies have won

I glanced at love
Just glanced
Had a chance at romance
But held a stubborn stance
Let time slip, lost my grip
And now advance in a world of fake friendship

Learned not to dance on broken glass
Because it takes a while
For the pain to pass
I watched the regrets pile
Pile up and pull at my heart
I paved a shattered sidewalk, no way to restart

The bittersweet sorrow came
I had to part with childhood
I wish I'd never made the claim
That I could take care of myself, that I would
Because promises have been broke
And it's all because of me
And now I continue to choke
Choke up at seeing who I used to be