Life Is Hard

You think I’m a perfect girl
You don’t know how I really feel
Nothing in my life seems real
I feel like I can kill
I cut myself but it still doesn’t help
You don’t know that I feel so alone
People say I’m very pretty
I know their lying trying to make me feel better
I’m ugly can’t you see
Don’t you see how people treat me?
I feel so hurt that I wanna burn until I blend in with dirt
I try and try but nothing seems to work
Something keeps holding me back
I don’t know what
I walk outside
I fall but can’t get up
I look down and see that my leg is cut
I scream but no one cares
Everyone just keeps walking past me
I yell “Help” but no one listens
My head goes down on the ground
I see a dark figure
It’s the grim reaper
I tell him to let me live
But he says my life has no purpose
He held up his axe
I scream…….then wake up
I realize it was a dream
Now I know I’m not meant to die and my life’s not a lie
It’s something and I don’t know what
I’m gonna find out until the day I die