Life is hell

Life is hell and I'm in the middle of something I dont understand..

I dont understand anything
Im lost and sceard
I dont know what to do
I dont know how to feel
I dont know whats real or fantasy
I dont know who is my real friends
I dont know where I belong
I lost a big part of myself when I found out
Found out that Im a mistake
I wasn't supposed to be here
I was a accident