poem?

sitting alone, my world turns into a dark abyss
no one notices as i slowly slip away from the hell known as life
we stand here and pretend to be happy, whilst others see through the lie
we sit in the corner, while everybody acts like everything is ok
blood drips
we kill
just for the fun of it
because we know we are going to die anyways, so why not?
and then theres a light...
a strange little light
we cant reach it, it taunts us by being so far away
and then one day, its within grasp, we take it and we finally have happiness
(not much of a poem more of how i feel lol)