Somethihng New in Life

I'm falling in and out of love,
Finally stopping realizing its
a bad choice.
A simple breath is meant to
say good-bye,
But than you say hello- then it
ends with and another good-bye.
Thinking that my life was over-when
I didn't have you any longer,
But I got a new start now,
with different choice and new friends.
New fears appear and disappear,

but knowing that this time I will be
listening to you,...
Which will make a difference later on.
Knowing that anyone and anything can
scare me,
And now I have to protect myself-
without you protecting me instead.
Something new happens every
second in life,
Not knowing what will happen
next.
I'm sick of writing poems
and songs of you,
This is the end.
I have no place for a-criminal-
in my heart.
Tearing up the pictures of us
reminds me of my broken heart,
Of how many times you broke it
before.
But as I hold the picture of us,
Ripping down the middle us,
holding the piece of me;
And imaging of another boy
of my dreams that comes along,
Taping a drawing of him of how I
imagined beside the photo of me.
Here I stand holding the photo,
And whispered quickly to myself,
"I love you, who ever you are..."
Seeng another teardrop fall.