Frozen

Your arms open for me, your hug so warm
and tender.
why did you have to do that dad,
push her against the wall.
Her elegant swan like
neck surrounded by your beefy hands.
You dont see
the problem with it, your not the only offender.

Your so apologetic after, after all the pain you've caused,
your body language changes you bring her down from the wall.
You open up your arms, your loving, caring, vengeful arms.
You once again relax and turn into the man I remeber, I remeber
but no longer want to, your anger's still splatterd in my mind.

Why didn't I do something, why did I just stand and watch,
I could have done something, but my arms froze and shocked.
Am I just as bad as him, for standing there frozen with fear. My mother
left the room, unable to look at me from her teary shrunken eyes.
Do I remind her to much of him is my apreance too hurtful and reminding,
Maybe I should end it now becasue inside im dying.