The Life I Must Endure

The Life I Must Endure
Why is it me who must endure
The pain that makes me insecure.
I run from people to the wild
But people still consider me a child.
I try to keep quiet and hide
Because no one is ever on my side.
When I am found I try to explain
But they always think I am insane.
I just want to give up on life
To end it all with a sharp knife.
They decided to send me far away
Where I must always stay.
When I got there I was afraid
But then I met a really nice guy.
Now I do not ever want to die.
For I am glad I was sent here
Because now I will never have any fear.
I live in a place where I am cared for.
I do not have to worry anymore.
THE END

written in 2006