Feeling It

I feel the pain pulsing through my veins
I feel the throbbing blood underneath the skin
The blood, my friend, trains me well
Though the patience is growing thin
And the anger and hate coming out
The pain and tears escape me
And as they do they make no sound
The suffering and sorrow are freed
Until they again are needed

In the night a lone girl cries
Two nights from now her shadow dies
Because she was put down
And no lower she could get
Shadows are lower than there owner
Therefore the shadow was so low
It just couldn't be no more
Thats why tonight she weeps
And her shadow buried deep
As she drowns in her tears
Oftenly mocked by her peers
Then ignored by her loved ones
And Loved by the family's guns
She sleeps alone

The fears and pain are in control
You they rule and boss around
Until your lost, unable to be found
You hide amongst your long gone shadow
the only friend you had in a cruel, cruel world'
And there we end lost in confusion and blinded by it all

written in 2008