Torn and Shattered.

Can’t you see I’m shattered?
Torn and very battered,
I have no hope in me,
Red is all I see,
Your laughs echo in my head,
I yearn for a grave as my bed,
I can’t do this any more,
That one fact is assured,
My eyes become hollow,
I wait for tears to follow,
Yet pain is not a factor,
This moment you want to capture,
All insanity is lost,
It didn’t have a cost,
You left me scars to wear,
I don’t know how much more I can bear,
Fear is my last worry,
I just wish for death to hurry.