How Far I Let It Get

Mistakes were made and I do regret,
How far I let it get.
Steps closer were steps too far.
If not for them, things wouldn't be the way they are.

I can say in confidence to this very day-
That even if I had the chance to change, all would be the same.

Some may wonder how that could be,
Why I would let something like that happen to someone like me.

Ever face is a memory,
And every touch was an experience.

But I will never allow myself to forget-
Just how far I let it get.