My Endless Cycle

Why must I constantly break my own heart?
A kite reaching for the stars
Flowers reaching for the sun.
No hope

So I wander through life
Devoid of happiness
For a short time
Im fulfilled

And then
The door opens once more
The light dims
In the lonely room

Shatter
Crash
Crack
In two

Alone I stand
The surf below
Thunder rolls
Like the wind

For a long time
Nobody moves
Because I don’t
So nothing can

I leave
This empty turf
Long grass moves
Raindrops splash

Back inside
This lonely room
In this lonely house
My heart breaks

And I begin again
Slow healing
Short happiness
Crack