Why

Why do I feel this way?
I’ve been like this all day
So depressed, so sad, and so angry
I can’t figure out why
Today I think I might die
It’s so hard for me to cry
I just can’t do it no matter how hard I cry
I know I have everything I want
There’s something missing
I just don’t know what
I burn myself with cigarette butts
I get knocked into reality
Everything is real but seems so fake
I wanna leave, but I can’t
I hate my life I want it to end
Right now my trouble begins
I stand back and let others talk
Today I’m gonna walk
Walk away from my problems
Walk away from bad
Walk away from people who make me sad
Today is gonna be a new me
Today I’m gonna be free
Free from those who treat me like dirt
Free from those who made me hurt
Today is a new me
Today I’m gonna be free