A Tearless Goodbye

I've forgotten the sound of your voice
I've forgotten your smile
All I have now is a scar
embedded on my heart
I've forgotten the way it feels
to feel your lips against mine
How could you do this to me?
Was this even love?

Wasn't it better to be alone
I was better off by myself
than when I was with you
I'd rather be miserable forever
than to be alone with you

Blood stains in the middle of the night
I've forgotten the pain
All I have now is a scar
embedded on my wrist
I've forgotten the way it feels
to feel the blade against skin
How could you do this to me?
Was this even pain?