Nothingness

Beneath the shadowy depths of an endless abyss
My spirit takes refuge
Countless foreign souls surround my frail and fragile psyche
I feel afraid. Lost and confused
"What should I do in this period of waiting
Before I experience my fated rebierth?"
This unstoppabke hysteria is overcoming my subconsciousness
devouring my senses, toying with my sensations
I'm forever locked in a prison of panic
Living like a heretic and having nothing but nightmares
Destiny is my enemy, time is my foe
As I float in oblivion, these two pass
Waiting for my life to start
A ghost without a shell
Lingering in anonymity
A formless entity
A tiny fragment of the cosmos
Loss of Pride

Walking down a lonely road
Filled with shame, a heavy load
Resurrection's done and gone
But thoughts haunt my imagination.
Guilt, remorse, embarrassment
My dignity, which these three bent
Is falling down a road of stain
What more do I have to gain?
I've lost a lot. Still losing more.
What the is my life for?
Shame is overcoming me
I'm losing all my dignity