The Final Curtain Call.

Gasping for air, through clenched teeth.
Releasing the pain, I cut to deep.
Watching the blood run down my arm.
Compared to you, I’ve done no harm.

Tears come to my red eyes,
They sting my insides.
Coming from the wishing wells in my heart
That’s another thing you’ve torn apart.

I was oh so young, so naïve.
I should have told you to just leave.
That was the last part of my childhood,
You’ve taken it all, gone for good.

A cut that never heals.
A secret I’m to afraid to tell
A scars that will never go away.
I can't get you out of my head.

You said you loved me, as you punched me in the face.
You said you cared when you got yourself in place.
I knew it was a lie, and I struggled to break free,
But you’re grip was just to tight, there was no chance for me.

So when you’d done and left me alone,
I just sat and cried, feelings I’ve never shown.
I felt used and dirty, like some kind of freak.
You alone make me cut this deep.