My Sweet Abyss

I screamed
I lurched my body upward
I breathed and spat out blood
I'm pathetic in the whole meaning of the word
My wrists coated in sweat bliss
I am broken
I am cut
I am silent in my own abyss
Speaking...
Panting...
Sweating...
Mindless wars and words with holes
Wonderful lies
And quick turns with the blade
Oh sweet innocence
Waving goodbye
Clouds of black
And streams of blood
Heart attacks with pounding rhythm
Pleas of begging
Cries of laughter
Souls are cracked
And Masks are painted