Wake up

I wake up and wonder.
What will this day bring?
Pain.
Misery.
Death.
I wake up and overdose.
Then i cut.
All my thoughts clouded.
Will i be missed.?
Will anyone realize?
I want to say goodbye.
But not so soon.
If my life keeps leaving.
I have no emotions.
Cutting my wrists
till their covered with blood.
Overdosing on meds
till my body just dies.
ive done things no one knows.
No one can see me.
Im invisible to all humanity.
Im dead to my family.
Im nothing but sin.
May my death come soon and quick.