Addicted To Drugs; Addicted To Love

I feel the pain inside my body
And I try to run and but I succumb
To the pain and the torture
But I do it to myself.

I hope that you can hear me when I say
I'm sorry for doing this to myself
And I know I'm being selfish
But I can't help this

I take the drugs like candy
And I down them with some soda
Bittersweet and its better than drugs
Alone all night and I have no clue

I don't know what to do without you
So I sit here and I pace
I feel the migranes as my heart starts to race
I'm counting the minutes until I start craving more

I'm going crazy; going insane
I'm trying to hide, I'm catching the next train
I'm out of here and this world is leaving me behind
I'm going backwards in time

I get sick and I can't walk
I'm cold and I'm shaking
My body is jerking and I'm not feeling
Your touch is warm and my cold face

I wish I could tell you I love you
Before it's too late but you walked away
When I turned to say
I love you

And I'm sorry that it hurts
And I'm sorry that it's my fault
But I love you and I'll fix it
Let's try this again

I'll put down the bottle
If you just take your hand off the throttle
We'll finish this together
My drug and yours

We'll get our priorities straight
I'll hold your hand if you hold mine
We'll face the hate, and accept our fate
I give you my heart, just take it as a sign

I love you and I'm finished
I'm giving up and I'm ready
To face the pain; bring on the sickness
I love you.