I Can't

I don't want to lose you,
I can't say goodbye,
Please understand,
That my heart is breaking inside.

I'm sorry I messed everything up,
You don't call me "sister" anymore,
I'm sorry is all I can say,

Our painful memories,
Bring tears to my eyes,
It cause pain,
A pain I know all to well.

So again, I'm sorry,
For pushing you away,
I didn't mean to,
It just happend all to fast,

I guess I held on to tight,
Because your now out of sight....