The Apathetic Goodbye

*ahem*

is it because you no longer love me?
that you have driven me to this madness
this inexplicable lonliness, set adrift on the sea
and with that undeniable gladness
you leave this lovley shore
on which we have been
for how long now? no matter, but my heart is now sore
as i watch you lean-
upon that broken bow-
waving your last goodbyes.
but not to me, now
not a sight for sore eyes
now, or for happy,sad, lonley or glad
now. and so i stand upon the stranded pier
not feeling good, but not bad
considering. not wishing you were here
but still with a bitter lonliness welling up
standing alone on a lonley shore
after all, nothing more, than that broken cup
you left. but then again, could i give you anymore?
so you left
and i stayed
to dwell in this bitter life