Just One More

Reaching towards you,
my heart beats faster.
The joy you can bring me,
is overwhelming.

Although I know it's wrong,
I still call out.
For you to help me,
through the toughest of times.

The edge pierces my skin,
the cool feel freezing me.
The red blood,
hypnotizing me.

I owe this all to you,
ending pain and suffering.
Even though I know,
it's one of the worst choices to make.

I'm trying to put you down,
but no one knows my addiction.
Just you and me,
our jobs complete.

Releasing my pain,
with you it's the quickest way.
I need to get away,
but my love is just too strong..

..But..

I'm going to get help,
and one day.
I promise,
I'll get away from you for good.

Probably sooner than later,
we'll say our final goodbyes.
I'll make it out of your hold,
somehow, I'll find a way.