Nightmare

Nightmare

I don't know what's going on
everything's a blur
And i know you're not drunk
But your words are a slur
And as my world crashes down
You're still there
You're holding me up
As i'm gasping for air

You've seen me at my best
Consoled me at my worst
And when i'm not with you
I feel my lungs about to burst
I just want to fix it
to go back to my fantasy
I don't know if i can
But i can't stand reality

I thought it was what i wanted
But i'm a child i make mistakes
And in an hour i was happy
Now i can't see strait
I keep waiting for the real
To wake up from the dream
But i'm stuck in this nightmare
Or at least that's how it seems