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Staring at the gun,
lying 'tween her hands,
she loaded it with bullets,
giving in to lifes demands.

Eyes trailing towards her wrists,
bleeding, red and scarred,
her mind wondered back to,
the life that had been so hard,

Thinking of the torment,
the constant pain and fights,
battles with the populars,
all the sleepless nights,

For the names and the feelings,
the constant disregard,
for whatever social life,
from which she had been barred,

Looking at her waist,
trailing fingers over her chin,
how could she call herself fat?
when she's obviously thin?

Battles with anorexia,
the constant fear of food,
she would always tell her parents,
she just wasnt in the mood,

Despite all the obvious,
anger, problems and pain,
no one ever helped her,
this drove her insane,

What had she got to live for?
what was the point in life?
she could have ended it before,
with one flick of a knife,

But now she lay sobbing,
in a pool of her own blood,
drowning in her sorrows,
she gazed up above,

Hot, salty tears,
gliding down her face,
she cocked the gun ready,
holding it in place,

Silently cursing,
all her 'old friends'
closed her eyes, pulled the trigger,
her life came an end.

Free from all the pain,
couldn't be hurt no more,
because now her body,
lay lifeless on the floor.