black day

pitifully strained
like the aching of an ever-lasting pain

emotions pulled out of the dark hole
that I never thought were there

abandon every thought
memories only contain you

holding back every damn urge
clear that you hold the blame

broken up and shattered
like the unlucky dropped mirror

cement eyes that have seen so little
little they've seen was the disappointment you brought

I can't fear anymore
the pain has turned numb