You don't understand.

Quit trying to understand the pain I feel,
Because unlike you my pain is real,
I am who I am face the facts,
I've already cut once there's no going back,
The gashes just get deeper and deeper,
As I sink farther down in to the depression,
The pills won't work so don't even try,
I know I look hopeless in many eyes,
I wish to die I want an escape,
These nightmares are keeping me awake,
Few people understand the reason I cut is to prove to you dad and all the rest,
Only I know for me whats best
If I cut its no big deal,
I just want you to know the pain I feel is real,


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