Pain.

This feeling
Ripping apart my insides
I take the blade
And rip apart my arm
Watch the blood
It shines so bright
Red liquid hope
In darkest night
Watch the blade
Move swift and clear
My mind between
The thrill and fear
Nothing much
I have to live for
Pain is the only thing
Real to me any more
Depression
Suffocating me
Clouds my vision
So I cant see
Much too silent
I am scared
My mind, so sharp
Much too aware
Paranoid
Dig the blade deep in
My worst habit
The sweetest sin
When the sharp stinging pain
Is all I can feel
The constant pain inside me
Doesn’t seem so real