The Broken One.

I am the broken one,
The one whose life will never really begin
And one day I won’t come out
Of the trance-like state I’m often in
Daydreaming of nothing,
Where I can’t be hurt by a single thing
Closing my eyes and pretending
Not to feel so hurt by everything
One day I’ll fall too far
And you will never get me back
My mind and heart shattered beyond repair
My whole life will fade to black
I do what I can to make it better
Pills to try and relieve the pain
Cuts merely to distract myself
From the fact that I’ll never be whole again