Friend or foe

I don't know who you are, scared of what you've become
Left in the dark, was I just a child? but you seem to care
Was it all a lie? damnit, why do you make me cry?
I used to know, but now you won't show, are you a friend or the foe?

lost and gone, take your memories and leave me alone
It kills me right past the bone, just pick up the fucking phone
Love was there but now you're not that little dove anymore, I used to know, but are you a friend of the foe?

I want to know, I want to pretend, I can't in the end, it hurts to much, so take this gun and point it to my head, take me out of my misery, I used to know...are you friend or foe?