Lover I Don’t Have To Love

The sadness of my emotion has not yet hit me in public. It is kept away in the security of my room. It does not want to be let out. And quit frankly I don’t want to let it out. I know that keeping it locked up won’t help, but will it do any harm? Will it affect anyone else but me? The questions that keep me up at night. It is sad that I yet have not found happiness, will I ever find it. For now my tears will be stored away for the next broken heart. For the next person who comes into my life and takes me away.