Forgiveness Isn’t More Then Saying Sorry

The thoughts in my head will stay there forever. I will never tell you how I feel; I will never let you into my heart again. I didn’t expect this from you. I didn’t expect you to rip my heart out and just stomp on it right in front of me. You might think you didn’t hurt me, but the truth is, you killed me. You stabbed me right in the heart, and just laughed. The pain is inside of me. You see happiness and joy from the outside but once you catch a glimpse into my eyes you uncover the truth. You see what’s really there. You see me lying on the floor, dead. You see what you have done to me, and yet all you can do is laugh. You never cared and you never will. I might say I’m okay with it, but I don’t think I ever will.