Some Goodbyes Really Are Forever

Thoughts of you run through my head,
Like suicide, that word I dread,
But I would rather take my life,
Than dream about you one more night.

And lying awake with only thoughts of you,
I wonder if you ever think of me too.

My faith has gone,
No reason to hold on,
Heaven's a lie,
And here we go, one last time.

I bet let me forget,
Set me free from the fate I have been set,
Waiting for the words like never,
Some goodbyes really are forever.

Dreams of you won't come to life,
No matter how hard I try,
To fill my head with different thoughts,
Like fire blazing from a torch,
Your name pierces through my skin,
A maze with nowhere to begin.