Mistaken About Love

Yesterday I spoke a tune,
I knew it was about you,
It sung the sweetest melody,
Not a word of it was true.

I had an intuition,
I guess that I was wrong,
Now I'm finding it hard to sing,
That ever-loving song.

Now I know who you are,
I admit I'm disappointed,
Not with deep down who you are,
I admit I'm disorientated,
And I know it's shallow of me,
I admit I'm hypocritical,
You're just not what I expected,
I admit I can be cynical.

You never used to want me,
Now suddenly you do,
But now I think about it,
I'm not sure that I want you.

It makes me feel so guilty,
Cos' you're such a good friend,
And I know that a broken heart,
Is something I can't mend.

Please don't look at me that way,
I just can't stand it,
Don't make me hear the words you say,
The ones I've longed to hear,
For all this heartaching time,
It's been so long now,
I guess I just wanted to feel love,
Even if it wasn't real.